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a baya nima na bisu, a bakin falo Abbu ya dora min hijabin dana saka lokacin da abokan shi suka zo, muka karasa fita har shi. Ina tsaye har Anty Shafa ta shige mota Ramlah ma ta shiga different mota tunda ita gidan Anty Haleemah ta nufa. Direba ya tashi motar suka tafi muna daga musu hannu har maigadi ya maida gate ya rufe, wasu hawaye suka kara gangaro min a kumatu, shikenan an tafi an barni ni kadai. Abbu daya tsaya a bayana ya sakalo da kanshi ta wuyana tare da zagaye ruwan cikina da hannuwanshi, duk da halin da nake ciki sai da naji wasu abubuwa na min yawo a jikina, a hankali yake magana, “m sorry Baby, In Shaa Allah ni zan maye miki gurbin su Daddy dinki kinji? Stop crying kinji? Yau ce rana ta farko fa da zamu rayu karkashin rufi daya a matsayin ma'aurata, rana ce mai matukar muhimmanci don haka babu kuka ok?" na gyada kaina a sanyaye, ya sake ni ya juyo dani ina fuskantar shi, hannu yasa ya goge hawayen fuska ta, ya kama hannu na yana min murmushin nan nasa mai kwantar min da hankali muka koma cikin falo. Muna shiga aka kira sallah, ya shiga dakina yayi alwala ya tafi masallaci ni kuma na tada kabbarar tawa a daki abina.

Bayan na gama sallar falo na koma na zauna ina kallace-kallace har Abbu ya dawo daga masallaci Maigadi ya biyo shi a baya da kuloli a hannunsa, na tashi na karbi kulolin na shiga kicin na fito na plates da cokula, Abbu yana kan dinning table a zaune naje ina wani sunke-sunken kai na zuba mishi abincin na tura gaban shi, nima na zuba nawa naja kujera da take fuskantar shi na zauna. Tsam naga ya mike dauke da plate dinshi a hannu, na bishi da ido cike da mamakin abinda zai yi naga yaja kujerar gefena ya zauna, abincin plate dina ya juye a cikin nashi plate din, yace “daga yanzu we share one plate, spoon, and if possible har kujerar zama kin gane?" ni kam dai nawa gyada kai ne, jina nake kamar wata sabuwar halitta. Cikin sanyin jiki muka fara cin abincin, idan yaci sai in karbi cokalin shi nima inci haka har muka gama cin abincin na tattara kayan na kai kicin na wanke kafin na koma falon, yana zaune yana waya ya miko min hannu, a kunyace naje na zauna a gefenshi, yaci gaba da amsar wayar shi ni kuma naci gaba da kallona, ya gama wayar ya janyo hannuna cikin tafukan hannayen shi duka, kunshin da aka sake min yake shafawa da alamun yana son kunshi sosai, ya fara ja na da hirarraki duk don in samu in sake dashi amma ina, na kasa. Yau dai gabadayan shi ya koma min kamar wani bako, irin awkwardness dinnan da ake ji when you were stuck up with a total stranger a waje daya shi nake ji, bai takura akan lallai sai na saki jiki dashi ba.
Sai da aka kira sallah sannan muka tashi, yace min sai bayan sallar Isha zai dawo nace toh. Daki na shiga nayi Alwala na fito nayi sallah, akan abin sallar na zauna ina tilawa har aka Isha na tashi nayi na hada da Shafa'i da Wutiri.
Gefen gado na koma na zauna na dauko wayata, babu caji ma a ciki. Anty Shafa na kira na tambayeta ko ta sauka lafiya, nan muka gaisa da ita ta ba Mommy wayar muka gaisa kafin Anty Shafa ta sake amsar wayar, wata riga ta kwatanta min a cikin kayan barci na tace ita zan saka idan zan kwanta nace mata to, kafin muyi sallama ta kara jaddada min in saka rigar fa nace mata to dai. Bayan mun yi sallama da ita Ramlah na kira, ta daga da shakiyancin ta wai ina na baro angona nake danna mata kira da dare? Nan muka fara hira har Abbu ya dawo daga masallaci misalin karfe tara, na mata sai da safe na ajiye wayar ba tare dana kula da tsokanar da take jifana dashi ba.
Dangin fruits ne ya dawo dasu sai gasasshiyar kaza, na dauko plates da wuka na kawo, muka zauna muka ci duk da dai tsakura kawai nayi fruits dinne ma dai na ci sosai, ya tsiyaya fresh milk mai sanyi a cikin cup ya miko min shima ya zubawa kanshi, na amsa na kafa kai na shanye ta ban bar ko digo ba. Ya kalleni “kin koshi?" na gyada kai, yayi hamdala shima ya karasa shanye nashi madarar. Na hada komi na kai kicin, na wanke na wankewa, sauran fruits da kazar kuma nasa a fruit. Ya leko kicin din ya tsaya a jikin kofa yana kallona, jin idanunshi a kaina yasa na juya, murmushi yayi yace “have you prayed?" na gyada kai, ya rausayar da kai gefe, “idan kin gama kije ki dauro alwala ki same ni a dakina" ya juya ya tafi ya bar ni ina zare idanu.
A sanyaye na gama shirya kayan na koma daki, wanka na fara yi na daura alwala ba shafa lotion mai kamshi na fito, cikin wardrobe na lalubo rigar da Anty Shafa tace in saka. Wata silk trim gown light purple wadda ta kai rabin cinyoyina, gabadaya saman rigar lace ne mai kama da net, na zura rigar ina karewa kaina kallo ta cikin mirror, gabadaya cinyoyina a waje suke kamar yadda ilahirin kirjina yake waje kai har ma cibiyata, ta yaya ma zan iya fita gaban Abbu a haka? Ni kaina kunyar kaina naji, nayi kamar in cire rigar sai na fasa, after dress na laluba na dora, na dauki hijabi na saka na fesa turare a jikina tun daga na jiki har na kaya.
Kafewa nayi a tsakiyar daki ina tunanin ta yadda zan karasa dakin Abbu, inje in ce me? Ni ba wawiya bace, nayi karatu daidai bakin gwargwado na kuma san muhimmancin sallar dana yiwa alwala yanzu kamar yadda nasan abinda zai biyo bayan hakan. Gabana yayi wani irin bugu just for the mere thought of it, me zai faru yau kam? A dan tsorace na kalli kofa jin ana taba ta, Abbu ya shigo dakin amma ba gabadayan shi ba, ganina a tsaye ya dan yi frowning, “me kike yi? I've been waiting for you fa" nace “ai.. Ehh dama yanzu zan zo ai!" ya kara bude kofar alamun in wuce, ba musu na bi ta gefenshi na wuce gabana na dukan tara-tara, ina jin lokacin da ya kashe wutar dakin tare da rufo kofar, gabana yaci gaba da luguden daka da yake yi har kafafuna na rawa. Yayi gaba na bishi a baya kamar wadda take jan kafar ta. Dakin shi shima ba wasu tarkace bane, daga gado wanda zai iya kwasar mutane uku, sofa, bedside table da lamps, walk-in closet sai toilet. Dakin zagaye yake da rug carpet mai zane baki da fari kamar jikin zebra. Ya shimfida mana abin sallah ya umarce ni da in bi bayan shi, Nafila ya fara jerawa sai da muka yi raka'ah takwas, ya fara jero mana addu'ah samun zaman lafiya mai dorewa da zuri'ah mai Albarka a rayuwar auren mu ina amsawa da ameen a cikin raina.
Ya tashi ya nade abin sallar, ban yi yunkurin mikewa ba ina zaune a inda ya barni ina satar kallon shi, dakin kayan shi ya shiga, ba a jima ba ya fito sanye da pyjamas na Marks and Spencer masu taushi ash color, ya latsa wani abu mai kama da remote hasken dakin ya dauke ya fara kawo wani jan haske an jima kadan sai blue ya kawo. A hankali naga ya daga kafafun shi ya fara takowa inda nake zaune, duk taku daya sai bugun zuciyata ya karu. Yasa hannuwanshi biyu ya daga kafaduna tare da mikar dani tsaye, hijabin jikina ya cire ya ajiye akan abin sallar, ya kai hannu yana kokarin balle maballan doguwar rigar jikina, da sauri nasa hannu na rike, daya hannun ya saka ya rike min hannun ya cigaba da balle buttons din rigar, ina jin lokacin da rigar ta sulale daga kafaduna ta sauka akan tafin kafata, da sauri na rufe idanu na don nasan ba zan taba iya hada idanu da Abbu ba.
Hancin shi ya kai cikin gashin kaina ya shaki kamshin, a hankali kanshi ya fara gangarowa har ya kawo wuyana ya fara wani shinshinata, “Masha Allah baby! I like this scent.... Really!" ya fada cikin wata irin murya da ban taba jin shi da ita ba, faduwar gabana ta karu, rawar jikina ta linka ta da, a hankali naji wani abu mai sanyi da lema yana tracing din ilahirin wuyana da samar kirjina, a rikice naji kafafuna sun fara sulalewa kasa yayin da gangar jikina ta bisu zamu zube gabadaya, ji nayi an daga ni sama cak an dora akan gado, ba bata lokaci ya biyo bayana ya dora leben shi akan fuskata ya fara bin ilahirin fuskata da ruwan kisses har da lasa kamar wata alewa har ya gangaro wuyana, ai gabadaya wuta dauke min tayi, na manta a duniyar da nake, na kasa tuna a inda nake, babu abinda nake fahimta da ganewa sai lebuna, harshe da hannuwan Abbu da suke yawo a gabadayan sassan jikina. Haka kawai naji hawaye suna zubo min wanda ban san dalilin su ba duk da dai nasan cewa hakan baya rasa nasaba da sabuwar rayuwar da Abbu yake kokarin jefa ni ciki. Goshina ya hada da nashi yayin da hannun shi yake share min hawayen dake gangarawa suna shiga har cikin kunnuwana, “why baby??" ya rada min a kunne, tsikar jikina ta tashi a take rawar jikina ya karu, wasu hawayen suka kara zubo min, yace “nooo baby, don't cry please. Please kar ki hana ni mallakar ki Nafeesah, I really want to do this please??" ni wacece da zan hana shi abinda yake mallakinshi ne, ni wacece da zan hana shi samun farin cikin shi?? A hankali nayi nodding kaina, yace “thanks baby... I won't hurt you I promise, I'll be gentle In shaa Allah! I love you" hannu nasa na rungumo shi kawai ina hawaye, and that is the invitation he needed, ya hade bakina da nashi yana tsotsa exploringly kamar zai hadiye ni.
Ba a dauki lokaci mai tsayi ba dakin ya cike da sautin shesshekar kukana, tun ina daurewa tsananin azabar da nake ji har na saddakar na bude baki na fara kuka da magiya har ina kokarin ture shi daga kaina, abin yafi kafin tunani na duk da cewa bai kai ma rabin zafin da nake hangowa ba irin wanda naji ana bada labari, amma azabar is still unbearable. Sai daya nutsu ne ya ankara da kukan da nake zubawa kamar wadda ake zarewa rai, ya fara jijjiga ni a hankali yana tafin bayana ba tare da yayi magana ba. Sai da numfashin shi ya dawo normal naji yayi magana, “I am sorry, did I hurt you?" a hankali na girgiza mishi kai, duk da akwai zafi amma nasan bai kai wanda za ace yaji min ciwo ba. Ya gyara min kwanciya a jikin shi tare da janyo bargo ya rufe mu, “ok, yi barci baby" muryar shi was soft, very soothing. Na lumshe idanuna ba bata lokaci barci yayi awon gaba dani. Cikin barci naji lokacin daya tashi ya shige toilet, na kara kudundunewa a cikin bargo.
Sai da asubahi sannan na farka shima wasu tausasan hannuwa ne naji suna shafa min kumatu, na bude idanuna inda naci karo da fuskar smiling Abbu, “Hii sleeping cutie pie, a tashi koh?" na dan motsa, slight pain din da naji ya ratsa ni yasa na maida kaina cikin bargo a sukwane, sai lokacin kwalwata ta tariyo min daren jiya. Yayi chuckling kafin naji an daga ni sama daga ni har bargon na fara wutsilniya amma bai dire ni ba sai cikin bath tub wanda aka tara ruwa mai dumi a ciki. Ya zare bargon jikina ya ajiye akan dressing table, ya dawo ya fara kokarin min wanka. Duk yadda naso ya fita ya kyaleni sai hakura nayi, ya taimaka min nayi wanka tare da dauro alwala, ya dauko towel mai fadi ya nade ni a ciki ya kara ciccibana muka koma daki. Rigar jiya ya dauko ya saka min kaina yana kasa na kasa hada idanu dashi duk da tsokanata da yake yi, nan ya tafi masallaci ya barni na lallaba na hau kan abin sallah na tada kabbara. Ina gama sallah na koma kan gado na sake nadewa saboda barci, ina jin sanda Abbu ya dawo ya hau kan gadon ya nado ni cikin jikinsa, na kuwa kara shigar da kaina cikin faffadan kirjin sa na lafe.
~Hahhh, If you were ask to say One Word for this night, what will you name it?
~Wa zai iya shiga kwalwar Abbu ya fada mana abinda yake cikin zuciya da Ruhin shi??
~Have a very nice and wonderful Weekend Dearies., Love you
#TeamAbbu
#OneLove
#AnaTare





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Hasken rana daya haske min idanu ne ya katse min daddadan barci mai cike da natsuwa da nake yi. Na bude idanu na a hankali na sauke su akan agogo, karfe tara da kwata. Na maida dubana zuwa ga curtains din dakin wadanda aka daga sama, hakan ya ba haske da zafin rana damar lekowa ta cikin manyan windows din dakin. Abbu baya kan gadon kuma nasan da kyar idan yana toilet, ko ina ya shiga? Na tashi a hankali na nufi tagar da niyar rufewa, wani dan guntun murmushi ya subuce min lokacin dana yi tozali da terrace garden a bayan dakin, shuke-shuken roses da different flowers and plants ne wadanda suka kawata wajen matuka, ga wooden couch nan mai raga-raga kamar anyi saka a tsakiyar wajen inda zaka zauna ka huta, naja numfashi na shaki kamshin furannin har ina lumshe ido, sai dana gaji da tsayuwa sannan na saki curtains din, komawa nayi na yaye zanin gadon na je dakina na dauko wani na dawo na shimfida shi kuma dayan na jefa a cikin washing machine na shanya shi a nan cikin toilet din wajem da aka tanada musamman for laundry. Kayana na tarkata na wuce dakina, na jiyo motsi a kicin amma ban leka ba. Ruwa na tara mai dumi na shiga na kara gasa jikina don har lokacin ina jin zafin wajen, na daura babban towel a jikina na fito na zauna a gaban dressing mirror nayi goge-goge da shafe-shafe, kwalliyata nayi kamar yadda ya zame min Al'ada, na fesa turaruka masu kamshi mai kwantar da hankali, jiya naga Anty Shafa tana jera su a kan dresser din nasan ita ta sai min tunda Arabian perfumes ne ita kuwa yawanci irin turarukan da take amfani dasu kenan.
Kofar dakin aka turo aka shigo, cikin sakan daya na juya na kalli wanda ya shigo na maida kaina kasa na dukunkune a tsakanin cinyoyi na. Ya tako a hankali har ya iso gare ni, kaina ya dago nufin shi in kalle shi amma na jimke idanuna, murmushi yayi mai sauti, “yau kuma a haka zamu gaisa Baby na?" nayi shiru ina kokarin janye fuskata amma yaki bani damar hakan sai ma mikar dani tsaye da yayi ya kalmashe ni a cikin jikinsa, ya dora habar shi a kan gashin kaina yace “babu gaisuwa ne yau?" kaina na kan kirjin shi na girgiza alamun a'ah, kaina ya sake dagowa nayi saurin kara rufe idanuna, peck naji ya bani a kunci da lebena kafin ya sake ni gaba daya, “it's okay, na fahimta. Kunya ta ake ji ko? Yanzu zan fita a dakin, yi sauri ki shirya kizo mu yi break fast, yau da kaina na tattare hannun riga ta na hada miki break fast" idanuna suka yi walai cikin rashin sanin nayi hakan da tsananin mamaki, dariya yayi tare da dan jan hancina, “thank goodness I've got to see this beautiful eyes, yes ni na hada break fast now yi sauri kizo muci kafin ya huce, ko In zo in shirya ki da kaina?" wayyo nayi saurin girgiza kaina, yayi er dariya ya fita. Wardrobe na bude na ciro wani tausassan yadi ruwan madara riga ne da siket na saka, na lalubi silifas mai taushi na zura tare da yafa dankwalin a kaina da yake babba ne na fita.
Yana zaune akan kujera yana duba waya ina fitowa ya tashi tsaye tare da wucewa wajen dinning nima na bi bayan shi, kujera yaja min na zauna a darare shima yaja ta kusa dani ya zauna. Kwallin kula daya ce a wajen sai flask na ruwan zafi da cups da kayan shayi. Ya hada mana tea tare da daukar plate ya bude kular ya juye abundance ke ciki, nayi shagaraa da baki ina kokarin tantance abinda yake gabana. What did you expect? Konanniyar wainar kwai ce tayi bakikkirin da ita, yasa fork ya yanki kadan ya kai bakinshi kamar mai testing, yace “kar ki samu da bakin da tayi pa, bata yi komi ba" a sanyaye na dauki fork nima na kwaikwayi yadda yayi, abu na farko daya fara ratsa min harshe shine dan banzan gishiri sai kuma dacin konewar da tayi ya biyo baya, ganin yana kallona yasa na takura tun karfina na hadiye kwan, take zuciyata ta tashi, ya daga min gira, “ya??" na dage tun karfina na kakaro yaken tare da mishi 👌 alamun good, yayi murmushi. Wata na sake cirowa na kai baki, wannan karon na jima a bakina kafin na iya hadiyeta. Na ja kofin shayin na fara sipping, gani ba gwanar shan shayi da madara bace. Shi kanshi daya kai loma ta biyu gani nayi ya dakata yana kallona, “kamar gishiri yayi yawa koh?" nace umh. Ya kara kai ta uku bakinshi na bishi da kallo tsigar jikina har tashi tayi, ba shiri ya furzar da ita ya lalubi kofin tea ya kora dashi.
Kallona yayi yace “sorry baby, ko zaki zan sama mana wani mu ci? Da alamu na manta yadda ake girki ko don na jima ban yi ba?" kamar jira nake, na tashi na hade kan kayan na nufi kicin. Store dinmu shakare yake da kayan masarufi wanda nasan kila zai iya daukarmu shekara kafin mu ci rabin kayan, murmushi kawai nayi tare da girgiza kai, Daddy!.
Cikin mintuna talatin na gama soya chips da plaintain, nayi vegetables sauce na dauka na kai mana muka yi break. Na tashi na hade kayan waje guda Abbu ya biyo ni da wasu. Na ajiye kayan tare da juyawa, da sauri Abbu ya riko hannuna, ban kalleshi ba na sadda kaina kasa, yace “are you ok Nafeesah?" na gyada mishi kai a hankali, yace “please Ki daina jin kunya na haka Baby, kin riga da kin zama ni kamar yadda na zama ke. I need you to be free, frank and comfortable idan muna tare, bana jin dadin hakan da kike yi. I know it'll be awkward, but still kiyi trying mana kinji?" na gyada mishi kai, yace “noo, amsa min da bakinki" na daga bakin da kyar nace “toh" ya kai bakinshi kan nawa ya dan tsotsi leben nawa kafin ya dago yana murmushi, “datz you baby...., zan fita yanzu me zan kawo miki?" nace “babu komi" yace “k, ki kunna kallo ko ki shiga dakina a study room akwai kayan exercise ko kuma just do anything so that you won't be bored don zan dan jima, sai na dawo" nace “a dawo lafiya, Allah ya kiyaye hanya" yace “Ameen Nafeesah ta" ya juya ya fita bayan ya bani peck a goshi. Ni kuma na fara wanke kayan da muka karya dasu.

Yinin ranar a kiraye-kirayen waya da chatting nayi shi, babu wanda ya leko gidan kamar yadda ban ga kiran kowa a waya na ba sai na Abbu yana tambayana me nake yi? Lokacin ina study room dinshi bayan na gama gyaran dakinshi da nawa dama gidan gabadaya, sai kuwa Anty Shafa data kira bayan rana ta daga sosai tana sanar dani a ranar da dare zata bi jirgi ta koma gida, na mata godiya game da Alkhairanta a gare mu, muka yi sallama da ita tana jaddada min in fa dinga shiga ruwan zafi har naji kunya ta kama ni. Daga nan naci gaba da gudanar da harkoki na. Abbu bai shigo gidan ba sai bayan la'asar, sai lokacin nayi lunch ko ince muka yi. Ba laifi na dan sake dashi ranar, ba wani awkwardness da strange feelings irin na jiya sai er kunya wadda itama kafin dare yayi na neme ta na rasa, not that I care don ni fa duk abinda zai saka Abbu na cikin farin ciki shi nake aiming yayin da yace shi fa kunyar nan ta dame shi don haka na jefa ta cikin kwandon shara.
Ranar ma a dakin shi na tarda shi bisa umarnin shi bayan nayi wanka na wadata jikina da turare, ya mana light off tare da jana cikin jikinsa ya fara lalubata at first shiru yayi, but lokacin da naji hannunsa a kan kirjina and things started becoming steamy, sai nayi sauri na janye bakina daga cikin nashi, jikina yana er rawa saboda tunano wahalar daren jiya, a hankali nace “Abbu ban warke ba fa!" muryar shi was hoarse and low at the same time yace “I know... Babu abinda zan miki baby, just a good night kiss" sai daya gama samun natsuwar shi ta hanyar ‘good night kiss' kamar yadda yace sannan yayi cuddling dina a cikin jikinshi kanshi a tsakiyar kirjina barci mai dadi ya dauke mu.
Ranar kam ya daga min kafa, wadda ta biyo bayanta kuwa yaki daga kafar despite magiyata da kukan shagwaba wadanda daga baya na fahimci cewar su suka kara karfafa mishi gwiwa ma, ranar data biyo baya ma haka and the day after that.... Soon, na zama gogayyiya kuma expert a cikin sabuwar rayuwar da Abbu ya bude min kofar ta. Mun kara karfafa Rayuwar aurenmu ta hanyar girmama Juna da shimfida kyakkyawa kuma tsaftacciyar rayuwar aure, kulawa da junanmu da tausayawa. A cikin en kwanakin kam duk wanda ya ganmu yaga wadanda suke kan ganiyar cin amarcinsu, na dan rame kadan amma still na kara yin fresh saboda kwanciyar hankalin dana samu. Abbuna kuwa ya kara kiba, jikinshi ya kara yin fresh ko ba komi nasan dadadan girke-girken da nake mishi kadai sun isa sa shi yayi kiba.
A kwana na biyar da tarewa ta, har ranar babu wanda ya leko gidanmu, Abbu ma bai cika fita sosai ba. Ina zaune