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zo sai mu bude tare koh?" na rufe fuskata shi kuma yayi dariya, “nasan akwai kudi a ciki su kuma zan saka su cikin account ko ya kika ce?" nace hakan ma yayi, nan ma yace ok. Muka dan yi shiru na dan lokaci kafin ya duba hadaddiyar agogon fata dake daure a lallausan hannunshi, “to nine, yakamata kije ki kwanta yanzu koh?" nace “to, sai da safe" dama duk a wani takure nake ji na, na kama murfin motar zan fita ya sake janyo hannuna da bai jima da saki ba ya juyo dani, “not so soon baby, babu ko sallama?" na danyi frowning in confusion, wace sallama yake so muyi bayan wadda na mishi yanzu? Ban kai ga furta abinda nayi niyya ba naji ya hade goshina da nashi waje guda, irin sallamar jiya ya min sai dai ta yau tafi zurfi da demanding, ya sake ni a hankali idanunshi a lumshe, har lokacin goshin mu a hade yake, numfashi yake ajiyewa a hankali can kuma sai ya sake ni gabadaya, “Goodnight Amour" ya fada cikin whisper, cikin salubewar jiki na fita daga cikin motar. Ina shiga daki text dinshi ya shigo wayata, “make sure to eat something kafin ki kwanta, sweet dreams" na girgiza kai kawai na ajiye wayar akan gado na fara zare kayan jikina, ruwa na watsa na dawo nayi shirin kwanciya barci. Ba wata yunwa nake ji ba don haka na kwanta kawai, Abbu da Al'amuran shi masu ban mamaki suke min yawo a kwalwa, abubuwan da yake min were very new to my innocent life, ban san ya zan kamanta abinda nake ji a cikin raina ba amma ina jin kamar abin is wrong, anya ban yi kuskure ba kuwa?? Nayi juyi akan gado tare da tura kaina cikin pillow.
~Hii there dearies, so me zaku ce game da chapter din yau?
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I love you so much Baby na Abbu na


Ranar Talata bamu yi exams ba sai ranar Laraba. Misalin karfe tara muna cikin exam hall muna jiran invigilators su shigo, sanye nake da doguwar riga dinkin Stella sai mayafi dana yafa mai yalwar fadi, fuskata daga hoda sai kwalli ko janbaki ban shafa ba saboda a sukwane na fita ranar don na kusa makara. Much to my surprise na tsinci Abbu cikin invigilators din, idanunshi suka zagaye ajin har sai da suka lalubo ni ya sakar min kyakkyawan murmushin shi da sai da yasa naji gwiwoyina sun sage, a dan kunyace na maida mishi martani tare da sadda kaina kasa ina tuno yadda muka rabu dashi a jiya da yamma da yazo wajena, yana insisting lallai sai munje ya nuna min gidan da zan zauna ni kuma nace mishi ba sai na gani ba, da yaga alamun ba zan bishi ba sai ya fara min abubuwan nashi da har lokacin kwakwalwata ta kasa daukar su ko sabawa dasu, da kyar na samu na zame na tsere.
Lokacin dana sake kallon inda yake hararata yake yi kasa-kasa fuskar shi na nuna bacin rai, gabana ya fadi, crap! Me nayi? Ko dai tun laifin jiya ne har yanzu yake fushi dani don naga tun daga lokacin bamu sake waya ba kamar yadda bai turon text ba duk da cewa dai na tura mishi wani yau da safe amma bai turo min da reply ba. Aka fara raba mana answer booklet ya dauki wasu yayi row din dake gefenmu na dama, yadda na bishi da ido haka na tsinci idanun yawancin ‘yanmatan ajin suna bin shi da kallo, naji wani takaici da bacin rai yana lullube ni, meye nasu na Kalle min miji? Sai naji kamar in tashi in fidda shi daga cikin ajin, na dai daure ban yi anything silly ba har ya juyo ta bangarenmu. Yazo saitina ya tsaya yana kokarin ciro booklet din, kamshin turaren Armani Code ya mamaye wajen naja na shaka har da lumshe ido, a hankali nace mishi “Abbu good morning!" lokacin daya danyi leaning akan desk din da nake ya ajiye mun takardar, “me yasa kika fito da wadannan kayan a jikin ki?" ya fada muryar shi na nuna bacin rai da distaste, na kalleshi tare da kallon kayan jikina, saboda Allah meye aibun su? Gyalena mai fadi ne ya rufe duk inda ake bukatar ya rufe, kafin in samu ince wani abu ya kara gaba zuwa ga desk din bayana, na danyi shrugging slightly na fara rubuta sunana akan takardar.
Ana bamu question paper na fara rubutu, Abbu ya jingina da window din gefenmu na hagu saitina, duk da ban daga kai na kalleshi ba amma nasan da cewa idanuwanshi a kaina suke don kuwa naji su, don haka zan iya cewa jarabawar ranar cikin takatsantsan nayi ta, ko motsin kirki ban yi ba. Ranar ni na fara submitting, ban tsaya jiran komi ba na bar hall din a tunani na zan iya tsere mishi kafin ya fito, sai ganin shi nayi ya wuce ta gabana, “follow me!" kawai yace yayi wajen parking lot, na sadda kaina kasa in surrender, nabi bayan shi na bude motar daya riga ya mata key na shiga, ina zama ya juyo glaring at me, “na tambaye ki baki bani amsa ba, nace me yasa kike yawo da wadannan kayan?" na daga gyalen jikina ina kallonshi, “naga fa gyalen bashi da matsala babba ne, kuma ya rufe min jiki meye marabar su da hijabi?" yaja motar muka tafi, “it's transparent for Goodness sake, ki duba kiga dazu da muka shigo, hannu da wuyanki duk a waje suke. Maza nawa na gani suna kallonki kina a matsayin mata ta?" juyawa nayi na kalleshi, ashe muna taya daya, “daga yau na hana ki saka gyale ko wani iri ne, be it mai kauri ko transparent I don't care, wear hijab wadda zata dinga rufe miki dunduniya!" na zaro ido, “to ai ni hijabai na gabadayansu ma basu kai biyar ba kuma da guda biyu kadai nazo makaranta" ya daga baki cikin mamaki kamar zai yi magana sai kuma ya rufe bakin, ya sake budewa yace “akwai hijabai a cikin kayan lefenki, idan kin tare ma zan dinka miki wasu for now sai kiyi amfani da wadanda kike dasu kafin ki koma" nace “Abbu....?" ya juyo ya kalleni fuskarshi na nuna rashin jin dadi, “r u arguing with me Nafeesah?" nayi saurin girgiza kaina, “to meye?" sai kawai na sake girgiza mishi kai, muka cigaba da tafiya ba tare da munyi magana ba, wani tunani ya darsu a raina. Na hade fuska tare da turo baki nace “to in dai haka ne sai dai kaima ka daina sa irin kayan daka sa yau, Allah kadai yasan iya adadin matan da suka dinga kallonka yau, kai duka ‘yanmatan ajinmu were looking at you with interest in their eyes" daidai lokacin yayi pulling motar zuwa cikin lot din dake gaban hostel dinmu yayi parking, ya kwashe da dariya cikin farinciki da wani abu mai kama da humor, na kura mishi ido ina kallonshi relieved and amazed, at last! Yayi more than murmushi.
Sai da yayi dariyar ta ishe shi sannan ya kalleni, “ni kuma meye aibun tawa shigar?" Armani pants ne a jikinshi da open neck top, ire-iren kayan da suke boye shekaru da girman da yayi su fito da xallan yarinta da kyawun shi. Na turo baki ban amsa ba, hannuna ya kamo ya rike a cikin nashi yana caressing, “girl, Ashe kema kin iya kishi? Ni indai nine baki da matsala dani, ki fadi duk irin kayan da kike so in dinga sawa zan sanya babu musu, m all urs Amour" na sadda kaina kasa ina blushing, na duba naga duk cikin irin kayan da yake sawa babu wanda basu mishi kyau, sai na kauda hirar na fara kokarin janye hannuna daga nashi wanda ya fara sa min tashin tsigar jiki. Ya kalleni fuskar shi a dan hade, “na kula baki son ina rabar ki kwana biyun nan Nafeesah, mai yasa?" duk da maganar da yayi sai dana janye hannuna daga nashi na saka su cikin gyalena, shiru nayi kawai, to in ce masa me? Ina jin kaina kamar wata traitor ko mai laifi idan ya taba ni, I'm feeling awkward idan ya taba ni, feelings ne da ban saba jinsu a cikin rayuwata ba hakan yasa na fara having second thoughts, ko dai don yana abokin Dad ne na kasa sakewa da Al'amuran shi? Ya kuta kawai, “zaki gama kewaye-kewayen ki ne ma ki dawo hanya Nafeesah, ina so zan wuce gida yanzu, me kike so in kawo miki anjima?" nayi saurin girgiza kaina, “babu komi" frankly speaking zan fi so ace ba ma sai ya dawo ba, ya tabe baki “sai wani guduna kike yi fa, kin manta cewa komi wayon amarya sai an sha man ta?" na kalle shi, wani murmushin mugunta ne akan fuskar shi da yasa naji wani tsoron shi yana shiga ta, ya kamo hannuna duk nokewar da nake yi sai da ya kai bayan hannuna saitin bakin shi ya sumbata, nayi saurin bude motar na janye hannuna na fita, sai dana fitan sannan na leka ta tagar motar nace “Abbu a gaida su Hafsy, sai anjima" yayi murmushi kawai yana gyada kai, na juya da sauri na wuce.

A haka har muka gama exams dinmu, ina ta kauce-kauce yayin da Abbu bai fasa abin shi ba sai ma abubuwa da suke karuwa kullum. Kwana biyun nan ya dameni akan wai shi fa lallai sai ya kaini naga gidan mu, ni kuwa nasan muddin na taka kafa naje gidan to sunana sorry, kila warning din dasu Ni'imah da Firdausi suke yi mun na in daure kar in tare da ciki ya tabbata. Tun a ranar da nayi exams dina na karshe na fara hada kayana, na kira Daddy a waya yace washegari zai turo a zo a dauke ni saboda ranar sai da yamma muka gama exams din, nace mishi don Allah ya turo direban tun da safe mu tafi, a matukar kagauce nake da in tafi gida, I have to clear my thoughts and brain kuma nasan gidanmu ne kawai zai bani wannan natsuwar, ga kewar su Daddy da nake yi kamar me, hakika nayi kokari, watanni biyar rigis ba tare dana saka su a cikin idanuna ba. Na kira Ramlah da tace tare zamu wuce Kadunar da ita na sanar da ita, tace zata shirya sai mu biya ta gida mu dauketa nace to muka yi sallama.
Karfe tara na safe kayana sun kammala waje daya, nayi wanka na shirya cikin riga da siket na atamfa, hijabin data zame min mayafi na ajiye a gefen gado a linke, na dauki wayata na fara buga game don ya dan kashe min time kafin direba ya zo. Kiran Abbu ya shigo wayata, gabana ya fadi sosai gabadaya na manta bamu yi sallama dashi ba saboda doki, na dauki wayar na kara a kunnena, “meet me at my office" kadai yace ya kashe wayar, na bi wayar da kallo kamar ba zan tashi ba, can kuma na mike na saka hijabina, Firdausi bata dakin taje rubuta jarabawa don haka na rufe dakin na fita. Zaune na same shi akan kujera fara dake a tsakiyar ofishin da alamun jirana yake yi, na maida kofar na rufe na zauna akan kujera dake fuskantar shi na zauna, fuskar shi sam babu yabo babu fallasa hakan yasa naji sanyin jiki ya mamaye ni, Allah dai ya taimakeni muyi rabuwar aminci yau don na kula da cewa rigima yake ji yau. Murmushi nayi a sanyaye nace “Abbu ina kwana? Ka tashi lafiya?" yace “ke zan tambaya ai, amma ni kin tambayeni tashina lafiya bayan kina neman hana min abinda yake nawa ne?" na dan zamo daga kan kujerar da nake zaune nace “don Allah Abbu kayi hakuri, idan kayi hakuri ma duka kwanaki nawa suka rage kafin a kawo maka ni gabadaya kayi yadda kake so dani?" ya lumshe idanun shi tare da maida kanshi ya jinginar da kujerar da yake zaune, “I tried Nafeesah, I really do. But I can't anymore, all I ask for u is just half an hour, please ki zo muje gidana, I so badly want you Nafeesah!!" na kura mishi idanu, idanun shi a lumshe suke har lokacin, Abbuna ne a gabana yake rokona, da ace zan iya da na mishi abinda yake so domin samun farin cikin rayuwar shi, sai dai ba zan iya din bane, I'm still not ready for it. Mikewa tsaye nayi a hankali, hanya mafi sauki in bar mishi ofishin kafin in kara bata mishi rai, nasan ba zai fasa tambayana ba, ni kuma in yaci gaba da tambaya it's either inyi abu daya cikin biyu; ko dai in sallama mishi ko kuma inyi denying wanda duka cikin biyun babu wanda zai mun dadi, nace “Abbu don girman Allah kayi hakuri, kayi hakuri na wata da watanni ma balle na en kwanaki? I am very sorry, zamu wuce Kaduna yanzu don Allah kar kayi fushi dani Abbu..." na juya cike da sassarfa zan fita. Ban ji lokacin daya tashi tsaye ba sai maganar shi dana jiyo daga bayana, “Please Mana Nafeesahh!!" Ya fada cikin wata irin murya wadda ta narke cikin tsantsar qauna da soyayyah. Kaina na fara girgizawa a tsorace, "Bazan iya ba. Kai fa Abokin Babana ne please kayi hakuri, bazan iya ba wallahi!!" idanunshi ya zuba min wadanda suke a lumshe kamar na mashaya, dama a yawancin lokuta a haka suke, sai dai na yau sun banbanta dana sauran lokutan. Na yau cike suke da wata irin soyayyah, zallar qauna, pure lust, I can sense them radiating from his body. Muryarshi ta kara yin kasa sosai “ina tunanin mun riga da mun gama wannan maganar Nafeesah? saboda Allah mutane nawa kika san sun yi aure irin namu kuma suna zaune lafiya har ma da zuria a tsakaninsu, ko a cikin tarihi ki duba fa, Sayyadah Aisha RTA diyar Sayyidina Abubakar ce wanda ya kasance babban Amini makusanci a wajen manxon mu (S. A. W) nasan kin san da haka ba sai na sake gaya miki ba" maganganun shi haka suke sai dai na kasa convincing kaina da zuciyata" nace “yeah, I know.., I just need time please kayi hakuri" ya girgiza kai, “na gaya miki ba zan iya bane Nafeesah, it's not as if wani sabo ne nake shirin aikatawa" Kai na ci gaba da girgizawa hawaye na sauka akan kumatuna, ya zanyi da raina da rayuwa ta ne ni kam? Ban san ya aka yi ba sai ganin shi nayi a gabana, kafin inyi wani yunkuri yayi pinning dina da bangon ofishin, "I love you Nafeesah....I want you n I know you do, u just don't want to admit it!" "no.... No... I... I" na fara fada cikin in'ina kafin inji wasu tausasan lebba sun hana ni karasa maganar. Lebena na kasa ya kamo ya fara tsotsa cikin wani irin passionate kiss, a hankali na lumshe idanuna tare da kamo nashi leben na sama nima na fara tsotsa, ya saka hannu daya ya zagaya dashi ta kuguna ya kara matso dani zuwa gare shi tare da zura harshen shi cikin bakina muka fara hadamammen kiss, ihu ake a cikin kaina da kwalwata, “Ya Allah! What am I doing? He's my father's Friend for Heaven's sake!! Cewar wani sashe na zuciyata, but hell! I couldn't let him go, sai ma kara rike shi da nayi tsam....

Karan da wayata ta dauka baby kakkautawa ne ya dawo da hankulanmu cikin ofishin, a matukar kunyace na janye jikina daga nashi yayi saurin janyo ni ya rungume a cikin kirjinshi, duk yadda naso in kwace abin yaci tura ina ji ina gani haka na Hakura har wayar ta gama burari ta katse, numfashi yake saukewa a hankali har ya dawo cikin natsuwar shi, ya hade goshina da nashi yana kallona ni kuwa naki hada idanu dashi, murmushi ya saki a hankali, “kin gani koh? We need each other Nafeesah, amma kina hana kan ki abinda zuciyar ki da gangar jikinki ke so, why?" a hankali na daga baki nace “kayi hakuri" ga mamakina sai naji yace “na hakura Nafeesah" na daga kai cikin mamaki na kalleshi, ya daga kafada, “to me zan yi idan ba hakurin ba? Kin san cewa ba zan taba tursasa ki ga yin abinda baki so ba, zan jira har a kawo ki din sai dai kada ma ki roke ni wani abu a wannan lokacin don ba zan ji ki ba...., muje in kaiki hostel din" ya zari makullin mota ya fita, na bishi da kallo ina murmushi, saukin kan Abbu yana burge ni sosai da sosai, Allah ya yaye min fargabar nan da wasi-wasi da nake ji ko na samu na faranta mishi rai kamar yadda yake kokarin faranta min. Na bi bayanshi na fita daga ofis din ya rufe muka tafi. Koda na duba miss call din da aka min direban da daddy ya turo min ne, na kira shi ya sanar dani ya iso nace mishi gani nan. Koda muka isa mun dauki lokaci muna hira da Abbu kafin muka yi sallama dashi akan cewa zamu yi waya, ya kama hannuna yayi kissing bayan hannun kamar yadda ya mayar dashi al'adar shi tun ina jin abun banbarakwai har nazo na saba da hakan yace “m gonna miss you baby" nace “me too" a kunyace, yayi murmushi, da haka yaja motar shi ya tafi. Firdausi ta taya ni dauko kayana muka lode su a bayan booth, daga nan muka yi sallama da ita ita sai nan da kwana biyu zata gama nata exams din, na shiga mota direba yaja muka wuce Kaduna bayan mun dauko Ramlah. Karfe biyu a Kaduna ta mana, da gudu na shiga gidan ina ihun kiran Mommy, ta fito daga kicin tana goge hannunta da kicin towel, na tafi da guduna na rungumeta ina murna, ta janye ni daga jikinta tace “ke tafi can ni, wannan yarinya ban san yaushe zaki girma ba ni kam" na kara shigewa jikinta ina tsalle abina, sai da Ramlah ta shigo sannan na sake ta. Suka gaisa da Mommy kafin muka shiga dakina muka yi wanka muka yi sallah, sai a lokacin na kira Abbu na sanar dashi mun sauka, nan muka danyi hira muka yi sallama sannan muka fita falo muka ci abinci. Da yamma Daddy ya dawo muka sha hira da murnar ganin juna, ko da dare ma dai hirar muka yi har sai da dare yayi sannan na musu sallama na wuce dakina. Washegari Anty Uwani tazo ta daukemu ni da Ramlatu muka tafi gidanta bayan ta sa mun dauki kayan sawar mu kala biyar, ban san me zamu yi ba na dai ji suna maganar Gyaran jiki ita da Mommy ni kam ban maida hankali wajen sanin lallai sai na san me zamu yi ba.
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Ranar Talata bamu yi exams ba sai ranar Laraba. Misalin karfe tara muna cikin exam hall muna jiran invigilators su shigo, sanye nake da doguwar riga dinkin Stella sai mayafi dana yafa mai yalwar fadi, fuskata daga hoda sai kwalli ko janbaki ban shafa ba saboda a sukwane na fita ranar don na kusa makara. Much to my surprise na tsinci Abbu cikin invigilators din, idanunshi suka zagaye ajin har sai da suka lalubo ni ya sakar min kyakkyawan murmushin shi da sai da yasa naji gwiwoyina sun sage, a dan kunyace na maida mishi martani tare da sadda kaina kasa ina tuno yadda muka rabu dashi a jiya da yamma da yazo wajena, yana insisting lallai sai munje ya nuna min gidan da zan zauna ni kuma nace mishi ba sai na gani ba, da yaga alamun ba zan bishi ba sai ya fara min abubuwan nashi da har lokacin kwakwalwata ta kasa daukar su ko sabawa dasu, da kyar na samu na zame na tsere.
Lokacin dana sake kallon inda yake hararata yake yi kasa-kasa fuskar shi na nuna bacin rai, gabana ya fadi, crap! Me nayi? Ko dai tun laifin jiya ne har yanzu yake fushi dani don naga tun daga lokacin bamu sake waya ba kamar yadda bai turon text ba duk da cewa dai na tura mishi wani yau da safe amma bai turo min da reply ba. Aka fara raba mana answer booklet ya dauki wasu yayi row din dake gefenmu na dama, yadda na bishi da ido haka na tsinci idanun yawancin ‘yanmatan ajin suna bin shi da kallo, naji wani takaici da bacin rai yana lullube ni, meye nasu na Kalle min miji? Sai naji kamar in tashi in fidda shi daga cikin ajin, na dai daure ban yi anything silly ba har ya juyo ta bangarenmu. Yazo saitina ya tsaya yana kokarin ciro booklet din, kamshin turaren Armani Code ya mamaye wajen naja na shaka har da lumshe ido, a hankali nace mishi “Abbu good morning!" lokacin daya danyi leaning akan desk din da nake ya ajiye mun takardar, “me yasa kika fito da wadannan kayan a jikin ki?" ya fada muryar shi na nuna bacin rai da distaste, na kalleshi tare da kallon kayan jikina, saboda Allah meye aibun su? Gyalena mai fadi ne ya rufe duk inda ake bukatar ya rufe, kafin in samu ince wani abu ya kara gaba zuwa ga desk din bayana, na danyi shrugging slightly na fara rubuta sunana akan takardar.
Ana bamu question paper na fara rubutu, Abbu ya jingina da window din gefenmu na hagu saitina, duk da ban daga kai na kalleshi ba amma nasan da cewa idanuwanshi a kaina suke don kuwa naji su, don haka zan iya cewa jarabawar ranar cikin takatsantsan nayi ta, ko motsin kirki ban yi ba. Ranar ni na fara submitting, ban tsaya jiran komi ba na bar hall din a tunani na zan iya tsere mishi kafin ya fito, sai ganin shi nayi ya wuce ta gabana, “follow me!" kawai yace yayi wajen parking lot, na sadda kaina kasa in surrender, nabi bayan shi na bude motar daya riga ya mata key na shiga, ina zama ya juyo glaring at me, “na tambaye ki baki bani amsa ba, nace me yasa kike yawo da wadannan kayan?" na daga gyalen jikina ina kallonshi, “naga fa gyalen bashi da matsala babba ne, kuma ya rufe min jiki meye marabar su da hijabi?" yaja motar muka tafi, “it's transparent for Goodness sake, ki duba kiga dazu da muka shigo, hannu da wuyanki duk a waje suke. Maza nawa na gani suna kallonki kina a matsayin mata ta?" juyawa nayi na kalleshi, ashe muna taya daya, “daga yau na hana ki saka gyale ko wani iri ne, be it mai kauri ko transparent I don't care, wear