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Backpack bag ne a kafadarta guda daya, sauran duka luggage dinsu yana hannun tanja. Shima ita ta dage kan zata iya amma aman hanata tayi.

Hannunta cikin na aman,wadda ke saye da wata doguwar riga me rubi biyu beig color saqar qasan oman,sai rufaffen takalmi data saye qafarta dashi. Qwayar idanunta lullube da wani sun glasses baqi da ya qara mata kwarjini ainun. Kana kallonta kaga classy maama,muddin baka santa ba ba zaka taba tsammanin ita ta haifi saurayi haka kaman aliyyu ba, zakayi tunanin almu shine yaronta na fari. Tana da kyan jiki,tana da son ado,idan akace ado ado me aji wanda bai fiya daga hankali ba,irin adon da duk wanda ya kalla zao burgeshi ya kuma ga cewan ya dace da age dinta.

Duk da ba kasafai ta fiya zuwa Austria ba,to amma abune na aiki da ilimi,don haka tun kafin su tsoma qafarsu cikin qasar hatta da inda zasu zauna tsahon wadannan watannin ta gama dashi,don haka suna sauka taxi suka dauka kai tsaye suka wuce masaukinsu.



*_SECOND DISTRICT Leopoldsdadt_*

Unguwace dake da wani irin tsari me kyau tare da saukar da nutsuwa, nutsuwar da tunda suka shigo unguwar har qasan rai da zuciyar sultana taji yanayin unguwar yayi mata. Suna da wasu irin jerarru kuma tsararrun Street da aka cikasu da bishiyu dake bada wadatacciyar iska da inuwa me kwantar da hankali.

A nutse suka isa second floor,inda anan apartment nasu yake. Babban falo ne yalwatacce dake dauke da dining area,budadden kitchen,balcony daga gaban gininsu da zai baka daman samun iska me kyau da ganin yanayin ginin unguwar,sai dakunan bacci guda uku madaidaita dake manne da toilet kowannensu. Yanayin ginin gini ne me matuqar tsari wanda ama tayi amanna zai dace da tsarinsu,komai an zuba,hatta da kayan abinci basu da abinda zasu buqata.

Tun daga daren har zuwa wayewar gari ama bata zauna ba. Kwanaki biyu tayi a tsaye,sai data tabbatar duk wani da zai zamewa rayuwarsu tilas na su nemeshi ta gama da matsalarsa a tsahon shekara guda da take sanya rai zasu kwashe a qasar. Tun daga booking na asibitin da sultana zata dinga zuwa anti natal,tayi mata register da wani center na bawa mata masu juna biyu kulawa da kuma shawarwari,ta sake mata register da cikakken likitan dake lura da matsaloli da qwaqwalwa kamansu depression anxiety da sauransu. Center ce me kyau data jima tana bin qwaqwafi da bincike a kanta,tanason duk wani damuwa ya gushe daga zuciyar sultana din,tana sha'awar taga sultana ta fuskanci rayuwa da kyau,tanaso ta haihu successful ba wani matsala da zata shafeta ko ta shafi abinda ke cikinta. Ta canza layukan wayarta,ta kuma canza dukka accounts nata da take amfani dasu,kama daga Facebook page dinta,instagram dinta da watsapp dinta,daga ita har sultana suna buqatar nutsuwa,suna da buqatar su manta da kowa da komai na wani dan lokaci.*_GUDUN ƘADDARA_*

*H U G U M A*

BOOK 02 PAGE 21

Hutun sati guda kacal sukayi duk wani abu data biyawa sultana din tayi qoqari taga ta fara zuwa. Duk da zuwan nata sai ya zamana asha ruwan tsuntsaye saboda yanayin jikinta na yau lafiya gobe babu.

Cikin nasara da taimakon Allah sannu sannu tana zuwa ganin likitanta sai aka fara samun sassauci,don an samu ci gaba tayi katari da irin abincin da takeso a wata fita da ama tayi dasu cikin unguwarsu. Street food ne da sukeyi a wani kebantaccen waje,ama din bata taba tsammanin sultana zata iya cin abincin ba,don har ta kira waitress tace a maida,sai ta buda baki da muryar nan tata data zama sasaanya tace

"Ama ni zanci" a mamakance take kallonta,cikin harshen German tace su ajjiye. Kaman wasa ta koma da baya ta zubawa sultanan idanu,sannu sannu sai gashi ta tashi dashi. Abun ya yiwa ama dadi,sai suka maida wajen gurin zuwansu duk dare,don acan ne kadai sultanan ke iya ci ta qoshi,koda zataci tayi amai,amma tanaso,hakanan ana samun wani yana zama a cikinta.

Kaman yadda taci burin sadaukar da komai nata ta sadaukar din,don lokutta da yawa tanja na girmama girman qaunar data karanci ama na yiwa cikin dake manne jikin sultana,ko kadan batajin kudin dake fita a jikinta,duk da cewa ita din ahalin abunne,ta tara da yawa an kuma tara mata,amma saidai daga qasar har zuwa unguwar da suke zaune din tana cikin nau'in gurare masu tsadar rayuwa a duniya,amma tanja bataga alamun hakan sam sam yana damun ama ba.

Sannu sannu suka kwashe watanni uku a Austria......daidai watannin cikin sultana shida cif,ba labarin gida a kunnuwansu kamar yadda gida basusan wacce duniya AMA TANJA DA SULTANA suke ba.....bare maina da tun daga wancan ranar ko me kama dashi basu sake gani ba,basu sake jin komai da yayi kamanceceniya dashi ba..... tun uncle abdulhakeem suna cigiya har gwiwoyinsu ya sare.......tun suna cigiyar maina kadai har suka koma hadawa da cigiyar ama......tun hankalin aba bai tashi da yawa ba,yana ganin kamar adadin Tex naban haqurin da yake tura mata yana riskarta......girman soyayyar dake tsakaninsu zata hanata yin nisan zango.......zata kuma waiwayeshi.....har ya sare ya fara tunanin ta ina zai nemo hamdiyya?,ta yaya zai maidowa da bibi farincikinta?. Duk wani kuzari da walwala na family din MAYAK'I yayi nasa guri sai abinda ba'a rasa ba. BA MAINA BA AMA BA SULTANA wadannan abubuwa dasu suke kwana kuma dasu suke tashi cikin zuciyar duk wani ahalin mayak'i.

********K'arfe takwas na dare agogon qasar Austria,daidai lokacin da ama ke tsaye gaban cupboard din sultana tana zaqulo mata kaya.

A qalla kayan dake zube saman madaidaicin gadon sultana din sun kusa kala ashirin,saidai kowanne a ciki sultanan ta gaya mata baya shigarta.

Daga qarshe hannunta ya damqo wata free size gown,golden brown ce da ratsin baqi,ama ta dagata tana kallonta hadi da sauke ajiyar zuciya.

K'ofar toilet din dakince ta bude,sultana ke takowa a hankali daure da babban towel.

Idan a watanni biyun baya kaga sultana a yanzun zaka iya rantsewa ba ita bace,ko kuma kace
"Wanne irin ci takewa abinci haka?" Zaka kuma iya qaryata duk mutumin da yace maka baqar wahala takesha,bata iya bacci da dare sosai,bayan dukka 'yan kwanaki sai ta ziyarci likita ya qarawa jijiyoyinta ruwa.

Kamanninta tun daga jikinta zuwa fuskarta sun dauki hanyar bacewa. Tana takowa gaban ama ama din na kallon idanunta

"Kuka kikayi cikin bandaki sultana?" Ta jefa mata tambayar data sanya sultana ala dole kauda kanta. Kukan tayi,kukan data kwan biyu batayi irinsa ba saboda rashin qwarin jikinta. Fuskarta ta kalla taga yadda ta koma,gaba daya kaman ba sultanan bibi ba?,me yasa ama ta tilastata akan tabar cikinnan?,me yasa bata yarda da shawarar bibi ba?,kullum rana ji takeyi kamar ruhinta zai fita daga gangar jikinta,wani lokaci ma sai taji numfashi kamar na mata wahalar shaqa,wani abu ya yiwa cikinta qabe qabe,yayita mata motsi kuma yana dukan bangon cikinta,wani lokaci ta tashi ta zauna a firgice cikin dare,wani lokaci ta dafe gurin ta saki kuka me tsuma zuciya.

Tunda uwarta ta haifeta bata taba jin ana motsi cikin mutum ba,a ranar data fara ji din kusan haukacewa ama tayi da kuka da firgici. Ita sa tanja sai da suka kusa kwashe awa guda suna mata bayani suka kuma kwatanta mata kafin su samu ta sassauta,saidai har yau idan cikin zai motsa to yana motsawa ne da wani irin miki a zuciyarta.

Ganin tayi namijin shanye damuwarta sai ama din bata kuma tuhumarta ba,ta zauna tana miqa mata kaya tana shiryawa. Gaba daya girman cikin ba zakace na haihuwar fari bane,bayan haihuwar fari ma ace cikin yarinya kaman sultana?. Duk da a yanzun wani girman dole yazo mata,ta cika ta zama mace,amma idan ka qare mata kallo tsaf idan kana da nazari zakazan yarinya ce danya shataf.

Ko a jiya sai da sukayi zancan girman cikin da tanja

"Next month zamu koma ganin likita,zan masa complain naji me zaice" ama ta cewa da tanja

"Amma hajiya anya baki tunanin tagwaye ne a cikin nan na sultana?" Sai da gaban ama ya fadi

"Tagwaye a cikin sultana kuma?,ina zata kaisu?" Ta tambaya da fargaba,sai kawai tanja tayi murmushi

"Shikenan,Allah dai ya raba lafiya kawai zamuce cikin amincinsa"

"Allahumma ameen" ama ta amsawa tanja,saidai cikin ranta tana nazarin maganganun tanja din

A nutse ta gama shirinta tsaf sannan ama ta sanyata a gaba suka fito. Yau din tanja tace zata zauna cikin gida,ita ta soma gajiya da kallon masu jajayen fatar nan. Sosai maganar ta bawa ama dariya,sultana kuwa murmusawa tayi qasan zuciyarta ba tare da fuskarta ta nuna ba.

Hakan kaman qa'ida ya zamewa ama tun sanda likitan ya basu shawarar fita strolling da sultana din saboda sake samun qarin lafiya da kuma gujewa qaruwar hauhawar jininta. Tare suka jero ta layin unguwar da yafi kama da titi sabooda shimfidaddiyar kwalta data maye gurbin qasa da mu muke fama dasu cikin layukanmu. Idan ka hangesu daga nesa zakayi tunanin yaya ce da qanwarta,idan suka kusance ka kuma sai kaga UWA da 'YA sak.

Yau din shuru ne ya soma ratsa tafiyar tasu,har sai da ama tayi gyaran murya

"Yau bakison kowanne labari ne?" Ta fadi tana dan satar kallon sultana,wadda tun sanda ta fara zuwa center din data mata register ake samun sauqin wasu abubuwan,koda ba zaka ganta tana dariya ba amma a qalla akwai raguwar dakuwa kaso sittin cikin saba'in data dawwamarwa fuskarta,to amma yau din da alama akwai wani abu da ya taba zuciyarta

"Inaso" ta fadi a taqaice,sai ama ta dage dukka kafadunta

"Shikenan,zan baki labarin qasar Germany,sanda mukaje da abbana duka duka shekaruna goma sha hudu......amma saikin gayamin meye yake damunki,karki manta......munyi alqawari dake kin daina boyemin komai" ama ta fada taba nuna fuskar sultanan da dan yatsa.

Duk yadda taso jurewa saida hawaye suka taru a idonta,tasa bayan hannunta ta matsesu sannan bakinta yana dan rawa tace

"Na gaji da cikin ama,don Allah yaushe zai baki na huta?" Tausayi da dariya dukka suka kama ama din,amma tausayin ya rinjayi dariyar. Tsabar sangarta da gata batasan ma wata nawa ne ciki yakeyi a jikin mace ba kafin ta haihu,tsabar qanqantar shekarunta ma batasan yadda zatace Mata yaushe zata haihu ba,sai ta kama hannunta suna dab da wani shop na Shan coffee da snacks don haka suka qarasa. Kujera taja mata ta kalleta,ko batayi magana ba tasan me take nufi,don haka sai tayi taku biyu,ta isa gaban kujerar ta zauna,fararen idanun nan a narke.

Murmushi ama din ta sakar mata,ta daga mata yatsanta guda sannan ta shiga shop din. Da kallo sultana ta bita harta bace cikin shop din,sai ta zuqi numfashi wanda yakai mata har tsakiyar hunhunta. Da sauri tare kuma da wani irin gaggawa ta saki numfashin hadi da fesar dashi waje tana zare idanunta.

Cikin kowacce kafa ta numfashita.....cikin kowanne sasanni na shiga da fitar numfashinta qamshin yakai. Qamshin da tafi tsana a duniya,qamshin da batajin ko da tana kwance ne a kushewarta muddin qamshin zai gitta ta gurin zata iya jiyoshi,qamshin da jikin mutum daya ta sanshi,ta kuma yi masa mummunar hadda me wuyar mantawa a baqar ranar da tayi silar jirkita dukka farinciki walwala da tarin mafarkan data tanadarwa rayuwarta.

Tsam ta miqe tsaye dukka jikinta yana rawa,ta ware idanunta tana duban kowanne sashe na wajen. Ba kowa,bata ga kuma kowa ba,hasalima kaf wajen kamar ita daya ce baqar fata,sai kuma ama data shiga ciki.

Dafa kafadarta taji anyi,abinda ya sanyata wani irin bahaguwar juyowa,sai idanunta ya fada cikin na ama. Kallon kallo suka tsaya yiwa juna,ama tana kallonta cikin mamakin abinda ya firgitata daga shiga ta fito bayan wajen safe yake,yayin da ita kuma razanar da tayi da kuma tuna mata da mummunar ranar da sanadiyyar wanzuwar qamshin ya haifar mata ya sanya zuciyarta raurawa,kawai saita aza fuskarta saman kafadar ama ta saki siririn kuka.

Tasan dama akwai sauran qunci cikin zuciyarta,wanda babu wata hanya da zata samu sassaucinsa saita hanyar kukan,don haka batace komai da ita ba,ta jata jikinta sosai tana bubbuga bayanta,har sai data nutsu don kanta sannan ama din ta maidata saman kujerarta,ta kuma tura mata daya daga cikin nau'in abin shan da shima akan dace ya zaunawa cikinta.

Bata tambayeta ba hakanan batace mata komai ba sai da taga tana diba da kadan da kadan kamar me ciwon baki tana sha sannan ama din tayi gyaran murya tana gyara zamanta

"Next month zamu koma asibiti,zan tambayeshi wacce rana ne zaki haihu,zakiji in sha Allah,amma kinsan zai iya ce miki ba yanzu ba?" Da sauri ta daga kai tana wulqa idanu,idanun nata cikin na ama, fuskarta ta narke sosai cikin nuna zallar fargaba. Sai ama ta dage mata dukkan girarta

"Eh mana,ya hana wannan koke koken,sannan yace ki dinga daurewa kina cin abinci sosai haka ne?" Kai ta gyada mata a hankali

"To me kike tunanin zai faru idan mukaje ya gwadaki yaga babyn baiyi girman da zaki haihu ba?"

"Zanci ama,don Allah kice masa kada yacemin ba yanzu ba,bana iya bacci ama,bana iya komai,dukana kawai yakeyi a ciki na,kullum dare a zaune nake....." Ta qarasa fada tana saka tafin hannunta guda tana share sabbin hawayen dake sauko mata. Tsananin tausayinta sai da ya sanya ama din taji qwalla sun sauko mata amma ta daukesu cikin dabara,saita miqa hannu tana dan bubbuga bayanta cikin dabara.*_GUDUN ƘADDARA_*

*H U G U M A*

Book 02 page 22


Ganin ta zage tasha abun sosai sai ama ta yanke shawarar su qara nisan zango a tafiyarsu don ya saukar mata sosai,kada su koma gida da wuri ya dameta ko ya sanyata amai.

Cikin salon jan hankali ama ke bata labarin Germany,har zuwa sanda sukazo giftawa ta wani baby shop. Har sun gota amma ta tsaya,sai a sannan ta tuna babu koda qyallem handkerchief da ta siya da sunan kayan haihuwa. Juyawa tayi ta dubi sultana

"Mu shiga nan ki jirani nayi siyayya" bata musa ba ta sanya kai tana biye da ama din.

Guri ta sanya ma'aikatan gurin suka bawa sultanan tace tayi zamanta,gudun kada tace tazo ta tayata zabe taje ta jangwalowa kanta,qilu ta jawo bau.

Sosai ta nutsa cikin shagon,ta dinga zaben kaya designers masu tada da sukaja pounds sosai. Samun kanta tayi da daukar duk abinda ya bata sha'awa,musamman kayan baby girl.

Har yanzu akwai wannan qawa zucin a jikinta da kuma zuciyarta,har yanzu tanason baby girls,don dai kawai lokacin haihuwarta ta fuskanci ya wuce ne.

Sanda ta shiga bangaren overalls 'yan ubansu,saita tsinci kanta da zaben komai pink,haka kawai cikin zuciyarta taji tana da burin inama ace babyn ya zama mace?, murmushi ya subuce mata ba tare data shiryawa hakan ba.

Daidai bangaren teddies ama ta ajeta. A nutse takebin wajen daki daki da kallo,komai na wajen me kyau ne,alamu dake nuna cewa komai na cikin shagon zaiyi tsada kenan.

A hankali wani tsohon emotion nata ya fara taso mata. Nini dinta ta fado mata wadda har kwanan gobe batasan inda tayi ba. Allah ya zuba mata qaunar teddy,duk da wannan emotion din nata yaso mutuwa murus daga gangar jiki harma da ruhinta.

Har ta zare idanunta daga kansu sai hankalinta ya fusgo mata wata kyakkyawar pink teddy. Maida dubanta tayi,ta miqa hannunta tana shafata. Sosai jikin teddy din yayi mata,haka ma fasalin da akayi mata

"Ki dauka idan tayi miki" ta tsinci muryar ama daga bayanta. Da sauri ta waiwaya ta kalli ama dake riqe da wani babban kwando da ta cikashi taf da suturu,saita maida dubanta ga fuskar ama din tana girgiza kai alamun a'ah,sannan ta miqe a hankali da zummar barin wajen. Da kallo ama ta rakata sai kawai ita ta saka hannu ta zaro teddy din ta jefata a kwandon kayan. Har tayi gaba ta dawo da baya,ta zake zabar wasu guda biyar suka zama shida cif,sannan ta wuce wajen lissafi.

Mamaki ne kawai ya kashe sultana sanda taga uban kayan da ama ta diba,ashe kwandon hannunta na daxun sauran kayanne kawai. Kamar ba da guminta take neman kudin ba,ta zare Pounds masu ciwo ta biya kudin kayan tas,sanann ta bada Adress din inda za'a kai mata suka fice abinsu daga shagon.

Har ranta bataji komai ba,jinin maina ne kuma tsatsonta itama.......inda ana kyautar rai tabbas zata iya sadaukarma ahalinta,xata iya komai domin jininta,ita a yanzun ma da kwanakin cikin ke qara nisa sai takejin zumudi qauna da kuma soyayyar abinda ke cikin na sake kamata,taji ta dokanta da son ganin abinda ke cikin sultana din,ta matsu ya iso duniya.


********Sake duba agogon dake daure a tsintsiyar hannunta ama tayi,mamaki ya sake kamata,me sultana din keyi shuru bata fito ba har yanzu?,bayan tasan inda zasuje din da kuma muhimmancin wajen.

Kamar ta aika tanja sai kuma ta fasa,ta miqe tana ajjiye medium veil din hannunta mahadin doguwar rigar jikinta ta gyara zaman agogon hannun nata tana wucewa dakin sultanan.

Zaune ta sameta saman stool a gaban madubi,daure take da babban farin towel,sumar kanta na nannade tsakiyar kanta. Tuni ta jima da zama qazama ta wannan fannin,bata yarda da abinda zaya taba mata kanta duk qanqantarsa,sai ama tayi da gasken gaske sannan ake wankeshi a kuma maidashi yadda yake.

A nutse tare da sallama ama ta shiga dakin,waiwayowa sultana din tayi,hawaye ne shabe shabe kwance a fuskar tata

"Ya salam" ama ta furta qasa qasa. Itadai tunda take bata taba ganin mutumin da kuka baya damunsa ba baya kuma yi masa wuya ba irin sultanar

"Yanzun kuma kukan meye?" Ta tambayeta tana isa bayanta ta tsaya tana duban fuskarta cikin mudubi. Cikinta ta kalla,sai a sannan idanun ama yakai kai,ta yaye towel din dake jikinta,sai turtsetsen cikin a gaba kai kace saura satittika ta haihu

"Menene?" Ama ta sake tambayarta cikin fargabar kada ta bata amsar wani abu ne ya samu cikin

"Fasamin ciki zaiyi ama......sai dukana yakeyi nan da nan" ta bata amsar tana rushewa da kuka tare da nuna mata gefe da gefen cikinta da yatsanta. Ga dariya ga kuma tausayi,da gasken gaske sultana danya ce shataf,babu wani abu data sani dangane da ciki ko haihuwa,uwa uba auta kuma 'yar fari,wautar tata tayi yawa.

Gaban sultana din ama ta zauna tana qoqarin fahimtar da ita cewa alama ce ta lafiyar abinda yake cikinta

"Ni na tambayeshi yana lafiya?,ya mutu mana" ta fada tana buntsuro baki gaba

"Subhanallahi" ama ta fadi tana zaro idanu,don sosai maganar ta daketa, jikinta yayi wani mugun sanyi,tsoro kuma ya shigeta. Kada dai ace zuciyarta ta taso da qeqashewa da qiyayyar abinda zata haifa din kamar yadda ta yiwa mahaifinsa muguwar tsana?. Wannan tunanin kadai ya sanya zuciyarta rawa,bata fatan kuma wannan ya zama qaddararta ta gaba,batasan yadda zata fuskaci wannan qaddarar ba kuma

"Sultana?" Ta kirayeta a sanyaye tana kallon tsakiyar qwayar idanunta. Duban aman tayi amma sai ta janye kallonta daga kanta,karon farko da taji wani nauyi na aman,taji kuma nauyin kallon idanun aman,jikinta itama ya sanyaya,taji a jikinta kamar ta furta wani abu da ba dai dai ba.

"Kinaso muyi fada dake?" Ta sake tambayarta with seriousness. Da sauri ta girgiza kai tana jin zuciyarta tana karyewa

"To kada ki sake fada,kada na sake jin kinyi wannan furucin,akan kowa ma bare d'an cikinki,da yake kwana ya tashi a jikinki,bashi da wata uwa sai ke,ke kadai kika dauki cikinsa kikasan wahalarsa,mu nan dukka tayaki kawai mukeyi kinji ko?" Kai ta jinjinawa aman,sai tayi saurin kauda zancan ta hanyar cewa

"Oya.....tashi ki qarasa shiryawa,idan munje wajen likita saiki kai masa qararsa,zai masa fada nasan,zai daina kuma dukanki" wannan 'yar maganar ta sanyayawa sultana rai,ta kuma miqe din ta shirya tsaf a gaban ama din kamar yadda ta saba shiryawar,ba wani nauyi ko kunya ko digo da takeji nata.

Yauma sai da sukayi tattaki subway,sannan suka hau train zuwa asibitin.

Dr abdur'razaq mansoor,cikakken likita dan asalin qasar Egypt shine likitan dake duba sultana,likita ne me matuqar kirki da kula da addini,yana da tausayi da kulawa sosai. Tun ranar farko da ya fara ganin sultanan tausayinta ya cikashi,ya fahimci yarinya ce qarama sosai da bata gama sanin rayuwa ba.

Yanayin nutsuwar likitan da tausayin da ya gwada ma sultanan ya sanya ama bata boye masa komai ba

"Zan bata kulawa in sha Allah,zata haihu kuma lafiya" a boye ya baiwa ama addu'o'in da zata dinga tofawa sultana din a ruwa,kuma ko sau daya aman batayi fashin tofa mata din ba ba tare da sultana ta sani ba. Duk wani gorar ruwa na gidan da tasan sultanan zata iya sha sai data budesu ta tofa din,daya daga cikin sirrikan abinda ya kawowa zuciyarta nutsuwa ya kuma sake tanqwara